Wednesday on the WW: Failed

 

I have failed my promise to myself and to my family.  I realize I constantly do this.  If you have read my blog for any amount of time you know that for YEARS I have struggled to stay committed to loosing weight and getting healthy.  I always say – THIS TIME I WILL DO IT!  Always.  So I am not going to say that again.  I know what is healthy, I know how to do it, I know how to lose weight – but damn it I just have to do it!

 

So here we are.  In my books I started over last night.  That is the only way I can look at it.  The last time I talked Weight Watchers I had just receieved my 16 week charm.  You would think that would have motivated me.  Yeah not so much.  So here we are again.  Starting over.  I have a new weight booklet and I am going to think of it as a clean start. 

 

I beg for you to continue to help me with motivation, recipes, tips, success stories and cheers!!  If losing weight and being healthy we wouldn’t be such a fat country!  I keep reminding myself that it isn’t JUST me in the cycle. 

 

Weight loss/gain:
Last night was my NEW start.  I have my starting weight and I am working from that number I saw on the scale last night.  Not horrible but not happy with it!  Today is a new day!!

 

Goal for this week:
TRACKING!  Even while we are at the cabin this weekend!!!

 

C25K Update: 

I tried and loved it! This too was set aside.  This I do blame on time, I have tried to find the right way to incorperate the running int our family schedule but I have not succeeded.  I loved doing this program so I really hope that one day I can stick with it.  Our family life and work life is busy.  I dont know how else to explain it.  The problem truely is deciding what to do with that 2 hours of daylight after work – run or spend time with my family?  Run or prepare healthy dinners and lunches.  Run or have playdate with friends.  Run or read a book.  You get the point. 

 

What are you doing differently this week?